Just making it through the day...

Financially, I am hanging on by a thread, just making it through one day at a time.  I couldn't imagine starting my day without God beside me, and I can't imagine ending the day without knowing He was with me the whole day.  I feel like I'm burning the candle at both ends, yet not really making any progress with getting where I need to be. I'm confident enough to know I can write, yet unsure enough to put myself out there.  It's in my head that writing a column on raising successful blind children is what I need to do.  However, my brain is stuck on "the economy is bad.....no one's hiring...." etc.  Yet, if I don't try I won't ever know.  I need to just sit down, write a few pages to show what I can do, go over to the Bangor Daily News, and get started.  If they say 'no', then I can at least pursue other avenues.  I need lots of prayer and I need to get myself in gear, believe in my strengths, and go for it!!!